Misses lonely....

All around me it seems as if though people are having babies, married, or both. I'm 27 and in 8 months I will be 28. Still lonely. I hate being this way. There is one guy I like. He knows it and everyone around me and him know it. He just moved back to Waco from Yantis. Which is three hours away. We used to talk a lot. But it seems here in the last three weeks it's been hardly. I'm sure that means he is talking to someone else. That is what it used to mean back in the day. I dunno. I'm so tired of putting myself out there. I'm tired of waiting around to see what is going to happen next. I'd say something, but I don't want to and then get told..uummm, I don't see us this way, I just see us as friends. Which I know no one wants to hear. I dunno.